domingo, 2 de octubre de 2011

my inmortal


'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

You used to captivate me by your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts my once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away all the sanity in me

These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time can not erase

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
And I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along

When you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have all of me

Depresion

Bueno, aca va un poco de lo que me esta pasando ultimamente, una de mis mejores amigas esta indecisa entre dos chicos. Ayer uno de los chicos le dio un pico, Juanma Brelis, y es desesperante porque es un caño y le re doy. Ademas ella es linda, inteligente y tiene a todos los chicos atras. En cambio yo que soy igual de inteligente y todo estoy mas solitaria que un perro. La re amo porque es muy buena amiga y me pone muy feliz que ella pueda estar a punto de empezar algo con un chico, pero odio que me cuente todo porque me hace envidiarla y querer estar en su lugar.
En definitiva me odio por querer tanto estar con alguien al punto de envidiar a mi amiga por ser feliz.
Si alguna vez les pasa se van a dar cuenta de que es una sensacion horrible, nunca hay que llegar a ese punto, hay que estar feliz si tus amigos son felices y tratar de no envidiarlos.

-when it is the time, it will happen to you-